Poetry

Nina Powles – two poems

 

The city of forbidden shrines

 

I was almost born in the lunar month of padded clothing

in the solar term of almost summer

in the season of ringing cicadas

in the city of forbidden shrines

 

almost spent a girlhood watching sandstorms

tearing through the almost golden sunlight

I almost scraped dust off my knees each day for fifteen years

almost painted paper tigers each year to burn

 

I could almost hold all the meanings of 家 in my mouth

without swallowing: [home, family, domestic

a measure word for every almost-place I’ve ever been]

like the swimming pool turning almost blue

or the mausoleum of almost ten thousand oranges

 

in the land of almost I would never breathe an ocean

never hold mountains in my arms

except in almost-dreams

in which long white clouds drift

almost close enough to touch

 

~

Forest City

 

They say they will build a forest city so that one day our lungs will know what it means to breathe. We won’t notice at first, just a windfall of flower stamens floating down around us one Wednesday afternoon. Then moss spreading through cracks in the pavement and vines curling around streetlights. Blossom trees leaning over balconies, reaching across inner-city highways. Yellow chrysanthemums floating inside water coolers, trees dropping ripe plums all over pedestrian crossings, painting them red. Ivy crawling down through the grates into the subway where I will climb over foxgloves and flowering aloes to get onto the train. We will carry umbrellas to protect ourselves from falling apricots. The street corner where we first met will become a sea of violets. The alleyway where we kissed will be submerged in a field of sunflowers all turning their heads towards us. The planes we saw flying overhead when we opened our eyes while kissing will be obscured by a canopy of giant ferns, the sound of their engines drowned out by leaves whispering. We will be unable to find the steps to your apartment among the plane trees. We will touch each other’s faces and realise our irises have changed colour due to the reflections of hydrangeas. We will retrace our steps to find our way home and when we cannot walk anymore we will lay our bodies down on the forest floor, skin against moss, lips touching the blooms, eyes open in the dark, imagining stars.

~

Xu Zhimo – ‘Listening to a Wagner Opera’ (translated by Shelly Bryant) 

JUNE 19 2017
powers divine or demonic
bring forth thunderous
sounds, a raw howl
like waves on the wild deep;
hellish fires’ rumbles
thrill, like a leonine roar
commanding the seas to split
the skies rent ‘twixt stars and sun;
a sudden silence; only soft
sounds of pine forest
its gentle birdcall before
the cabin’s fluttering curtains;
silence, a portent overshadowing
a barren snowy landscape
o’erflown by a solitary bird
singing its sorrowful song;
in sorrowful song, the reed
flute’s secret seduction
like hoofbeats on a frozen
arid land, armor’s beating rhythm;
beating rhythm, a flood of sound
booming, crashing, banging
to signal a new epoch, the tune
of hoofs pounding and blood flowing;
it is Prometheus, the theft
and the rebellion, chained
to his mountain peak, each meal
dug out from his breast;
it is romance, sorrowful and tragic
it is love, devoted and loyal
all-consuming, universal and miraculous
all-surpassing love;
the artist’s inspiration
the genius of heaven
beyond all powers of explanation
lasting beyond human bonds;
a brewing gloom’s complaint
a raging holy love
a tragic compassion’s spirit
– the genius of the arts.
brilliant, furious, fervent, tragic
out of the forge of love
the artistic impulse draws
the peerless opera of Wagner
• Published in March 10, 1923 “Current News · Learning Light” Volume 5.3.8
† translated by Shelly Bryant, October 2013

听槐格讷(Wagner)乐剧

– 徐志摩

是神权还是魔力,
搓揉着雷霆霹雳,
暴风、广漠的怒号,
绝海里骇浪惊涛;
地心的火窖咆哮,
回荡,狮虎似狂嗥,
仿佛是海裂天崩,
星陨日烂的朕兆;
忽然静了;只剩有
松林附近,乌云里
漏下的微嘘,拂扭
村前的酒帘青旗;
可怖的伟大凄静
万壑层岩的雪景,
偶尔有冻鸟横空
摇曳零落的悲鸣;
悲鸣,胡笳的幽引,
雾结冰封的无垠,
隐隐有马蹄铁甲
篷帐悉索的荒音;
荒音,洪变的先声,
鼍鼓金钲荡怒,
霎时间万马奔腾,
酣斗里血流虎虎;
是泼牢米修仡司
通译普罗米修斯,
的反叛,抗天拯人
的奋斗,高加山前
挚鹰刳胸的创呻;
是恋情,悲情,惨情,
是欢心,苦心,赤心;
是弥漫,普遍,神幻,
消金灭圣的性爱;
是艺术家的幽骚,
是天壤间的烦恼,
是人类千年万年
郁积未吐的无聊;
这沉郁酝酿的牢骚,
这猖獗圣洁的恋爱,
这悲天悯人的精神,
贯透了艺术的天才。
性灵,愤怒,慷慨,悲哀,
管弦运化,金革调合,
创制了无双的乐剧,
革音革心的槐格讷!

五月二十五日■原载1923年3月10日《时事新报·学灯》第5卷3册8号。

 

The translation of this poem was originally commissioned by Lynn Pan for use in her research for her most recent book When True Love Came to China. She has generously allowed us to reprint the work at AlluviumWhen True Love Came to China can be found at Amazon.

~

 

Karolina Pawlik – poems from the “Migraintion” series

JUNE 12 2017

 

my roots grow secretly
into a path
for lonely wanderers

 

*

the boundary evolved
and hope
is the only way in

 

*
an exercise in trust and patience
Lent
in the entry-exit office

 

*
word embolism
I learn to live
on moonless nights

 

*
haiku half-dreamed
Wet Monday morning
downpour on my old roof

 

*
less light
is more renewal
moon lesson at the crossroads

 

*
the only clarity
is of this night
received with gratitude

~

Ryan Foo – two poems

JUNE 9 2017

 

I stopped.

 

1.

 

I stopped going to church at 17.

All my life, the link seemed tenuous, Jesus

didn’t hold on too tight and I hardly snapped along

to gospel anyway. They were strumming

different chords to mine, really.

Earlier, the holy ghost

of a girl had led her hips and lips to mine,

spectral communion on Sunday afternoons.

My catechism ended when I was caught and

stoned. He didn’t send any thunderbolts.

 

2.

 

I stopped going to temples and qingming at 18.

I decided that spirituality was too much work;

my grandfather, ever the investor, would probably

have set up a hedge fund by now. The Mercedes

we bought him would be swathed sacrifice along

with hell notes from six dynasties,

and his gravestone will still be

swept of cobwebs every year whilst his body lies beyond

recognition. Joss sticks become substitutes for cremations,

and the farce of bowing three times stands stark;

a naked emperor — my cousin grudgingly elbows me:

‘nobody ever finds love at a funeral.’

How about we care a little more for the living instead?

 

3.

 

I stopped respecting my family at 21.

Insolent fool, what do you know of struggle? You

spilled from my seed, and I raised you

from naught till now —

But Zeus rose up and imprisoned Kronus,

and Oedipus himself was a liminal figure

between sphinx and new gods, Laius.

 

~

 

punchup in a garden

 

what does it mean to have authority?

to bend and snap at the bough

from family trees to attention.

 

now titrate me someone who can lead

a household, muster and marshal.

i no longer need verbose phraseology,

 

nor half moves, nor pacifier

once again, shoved in uniforms

enthralled to sugared canes and dining chairs.

 

love, your bark is worse than your bite,

and the cold fertilises better than emotions. now

germinate anything but the withered shell that

 

threatens self-immolation before me today.

seeds for growth she sows, she says, but all she does is decay.

 

~

Juli Min – ‘Pictograph’

MAY 28 2017

outside the window a man paints

grey stone tiles with water with

the end of a long brush

each square a house for a letter

 

pictograph,

on tiles further away

already drying, strokes, shrinking

turning into dots

 

the cafe is warm the sun

the yellowed gingko

leaves shaking below

JingAn temple, gilded

I, slow,

expanding around me,

bookshelves, books, magazines

becoming dots

 

he walks with a small limp

across the street

the thicket of gingko, French plane

 

leaves in the autumn

gilded like the eaves

of the temple after

 

a while

a light rain falls

~

Lian Hai Guang – Translation of ‘Constellations’ by Todd Boss

MAY 22 2017

Lian Hai Guang is currently a postgraduate at Nanyang Technological University’s (NTU) Masters of Translation and Interpretation (MTI) Program, located in Singapore. He can be reached at lianhaiguang@gmail.com.

– Todd Boss

~

Shelly Bryant – five poems

MAY 19 2017

SHELLY BRYANT divides her year between Shanghai and Singapore, working as a poet, writer, and translator. She is the author of eight volumes of poetry (Alban Lake and Math Paper Press), a pair of travel guides for the cities of Suzhou and Shanghai (Urbanatomy), and a book on classical Chinese gardens (Hong Kong University Press). She has translated work from the Chinese for Penguin Books, Epigram Publishing, the National Library Board in Singapore, Giramondo Books, and Rinchen Books. Shelly’s poetry has appeared in journals, magazines, and websites around the world, as well as in several art exhibitions. Her translation of Sheng Keyi’s Northern Girls was long-listed for the Man Asian Literary Prize in 2012, and her translation of You Jin’s In Time, Out of Place was shortlisted for the Singapore Literature Prize in 2016.  You can visit her website at shellybryant.com.

 

Guerrilla

in my defense

ditches dug, mounds erected

smooth surfaces made rough

safety measures

preventing passage of hostiles

the scarred face of home

my safeguard

against invasion

 

~

 

7 March 3529

Kepler K20 mission arrives

at HAT-P-11b

then looks back, homeward

on Earth the descendants

of those whose jaws dropped

at the K20’s images

of the titan Saturn

note in despair

even Sol is not the lucida

in the probe’s newfound constellation

~

Images 2014

a stellar year

images

the Berlin Wall falling

finally

arriving

at Altair’s orbiting wards

while Attila the Hun

ravaging Rome and

Muhammed fleeing Mecca

descend

on Dereb’s planetary plane

lightyears crossed

distant eyes espy

movements of Earth’s people

long deceased

the same day Hubble descries

a star’s death throes

its exploding ecstasy

~

In the Reading Room at the Science Academy

The astronomy journal knows its audience. On the stodgy-looking cover, Luke Skywalker’s name and home planet in large, bold print. I turn to page 03-114, an article about recently-sighted circumstellar and circumbinary planets. I read: as of late 2014, all the circumbinary planets so far sighted are gas giants; none have rocky surfaces. 

I memorize the name Kepler 16B, the first transiting circumbinary planet seen by Earth eyes. Perfect for the planet in my short story. I wonder if anyone will pick up on the poetic license – my Kepler 16B will be inhabited, not a huge gasball orbiting its two suns.

Exoplanets in orbit around a single star in a binary system, the two stars orbiting each other once every century or so. I wonder whether Tatooine was meant to be circumstellar or circumbinary. Not well-versed in Star Wars lore beyond the films, I cannot answer the circumbinary-or-circumstellar question. I make a guess. Tatooine: transiting circumbinary planet (but not a gas giant). At least, this fits the sunset in that iconic scene.

The long hand draws near the 5 on the clock’s face. An afternoon, whiled away pondering the path of a planet that does not exist. “Never his mind on where he was, what he was doing.” Owning the chide, I pack up and leave the Reading Room. Outside, the blaze of my single sun nears the horizon.

evening commuters

under a plane tree canopy

– standstill traffic
~

bound by metaphors

provided by my race

I think of his magnetism

as that which draws me

not noting its other

equally strong impulse

~

Verena Tay – four poems

MAY 12 2017

Within Singapore, Verena Tay (www.verenatay.com) has published two short story collections, Spectre (2012) and Spaces (2016), and four play collections, and edited twelve fiction anthologies, including Math Paper Press’ popular Balik Kampung series. She is now working on her first novel as part of her PhD studies in Creative Writing at Swansea University.

 

relations blocked*

woman sits

Today hot. Lucky I rest.

artist draws woman sitting

In her curves, there are lines, and her lines, curves.

friend paints artist drawing woman sitting

Get right – shape, position, colour – you have a picture.

i describe friend painting artist drawing woman sitting

I see. I like. I write.

you read me describing friend painting artist drawing woman sitting

Your view?

* inspired by Liu Kang’s Artist and Model (1954). Oil on canvas. Collection of the National Gallery Singapore

~

 

insouciant*

slit-

eyed

you

suck

a

cigarette

curl your shoulders

fumes feed your

i me mine

beliefs

you

exhale

words

exploding        then       rules

till now

you

shock

language

and audiences have learned

applause

illiterate i

read only your body and

wonder how you

won respect when all you

do is

fuck off

* inspired by Latiff Mohidin’s Aku (1958). Oil on board. Collection of the National Gallery Singapore

~

Curated Five: Only in Singapore

Each pencil-charcoal shaded paper

Human form perfectly caught

Three profiles facing left

Two girls, one man

Two shirtless youths

One full-bodied, gazing left

One seated, turning right

Note their ethnicity

Together,

Black-white

Correctness

Too much

~

 

the road oft taken

roads are never equal. poets always claim:

wander to wonder, explore bent undergrowths,

discover divergence. the efficient truth is

we’re forest shrews scurrying black

the everyday path until we know well

how many steps taken to and from home,

where to swerve, not trip over dip-holes,

when to slow down, not fly over bumps,

and crash into our enemies’ mouths.

surprise is far too risky. can we survive?

ages hence, the woods can be just as glorious

by absorbing how way leads on to way.

evolved into blind mole rats, we’ve kept alive.

so why can’t we hold our heads up high?

 

~

 

Luis Morales-Navarro (莫路) – three poems

MAY 8 2017

Luis Morales-Navarro (莫路) is a writer/coder interested in natural language processing, computational literature, networked physical computing, poetry and speculative fiction. Currently he is a Resident Research Fellow at New York University Shanghai.

 

Nongfu Spring

Clusters of dust blossom with the winter

In my body there are kegs of Chinese beer

I inhale blue-white air

Walls drip sweat and all I want is water

The bottle a place in darkness

The forest trail

The wide bridge flowing with the currents

and the end of wilderness,

craving juices, gazing at plums that quench thirst

Springs melted from snow and ice on top of the

mountain converge underground,

moving along holes and cracks in the basalt

There are many aged boats

The spring adjusts the seasons with the wind of her soul

It dissolves silicon dioxide in surrounding rocks to form

silicate-type mineral water with low sodium

from beneath the volcanic basalt surface

purified through the rock stratum before gushing out from below

suitable for long term consumption

Clouds poured into her mouth

become words walking her gardens

Two drops on a leave laugh as if sharing an inside joke

all this came to pass with us

money plants creep in through the water

Unintelligible characters swim

Flowers are born, beautiful people surrounded by water

I ask Feng Xiaoyang about the Nongfu Spring

He says it doesn’t exist

~

Cuaderno Verde

for Claudia Mejía

Demonstrate your understanding in 511

a conversation with Borges

a petition from an old severe peasant

—after surfing for three years— in Nanjing

the emperor receives the patriarch of Hindustan

these happenings and these beings are momentaneous

their mansions raided corporal punishment

too feeble to talk playing decent go pre-dream

brought to the house confiscated poetry

on the road in particular, the datalogs

flake across the desk if one person committed a crime

revise the law if the household had seniors or children

—full of nihilism— the Bodhidharma:

I don’t know who I am. who is it?

three pounds of lino. the letter kills.

~

Wéixīn Man

I dreamed I was a profile. When I woke up I ignored

if I had a dream where I was a profile or

if I was a profile dreaming of being me

It all started when we looked at each other

with a special tactile chemistry

When the world crashes on my hand

other people and I are of the same womb

made me what I am

we are just good friends

I’m a wéixīn man

And we are still good friends

software for the purpose of finding you

wéixīn man with character amnesia

use it only as a backup

that its sorry was dancing

I close my eyes and there you are

When my hand laughs

I’m a wéixīn man, and I’m gonna say

You know the way it is

watching every glyph

content not for sale

“At thirty a man stands”

giving the right to use his content

with no fees or charges payable to him by them

export it everywhere in the world

Another wéixīn man

By its grace i am new man

And my song is filled with joy

Of its image I am a reflection

“At forty a man is no longer puzzled”

under rocks and a thousand places

in order to comply with applicable laws or regulations

his data may have already been disclosed

pack it in a crate and ship it off

because autocomplete software

A gust rises I’m a wéixīn man

With predictive text from the 1950s conquering my words

But we are still friends. The software studies my habits

And my answer sounds like me with character amnesia

like me at my most generic

~

Cyril Wong – three poems

MAY 5 2017

Cyril Wong is the author of The Lover’s Inventory, and other works of poetry and fiction in Singapore.

 

On Universality

Ben Lerner writes in The Hatred of Poetry,

“Everybody can write a poem,” and asks if

“the distillation of your innermost being …

[can] make a readership, however small, a People …?”

Maybe because I’m not American

or because I was never a Universalist,

I’ve always thought, “Of course not!”

I write for you (as you watch your action-movie

beside me on a plane drifting through turbulence)

but more likely for me—or the infinity within me/us

that doesn’t toss, swell or shrink beyond

the vicissitudes of self, the words we tell ourselves.

~

Meditation

What is the word that means

an existence of looking

both inwardly—without judgment

or desire to derive absolute sense—

towards an unfolding profundity,

and outwardly from somewhere

beneath the surface of our bodies

at every word, gesture and

reciprocity passing for time, all

without feeling divided, absent,

sorrowful or benumbed?

(Meditation.)

~

Peninsula

We think about moving to Malaysia

when we have enough money

or when we run out of excuses.

Anywhere freer than Singapore.

Not freer, but across the causeway

we could disappear in that hinterland

that isn’t an island; that is vast enough.

We talk of leaving but never go.

Night inclines us to each other.

Two homosexuals in a possibly more

conservative country—the irony.

Or maybe not at all ironic, since

being invisible is what we’re used to

and now it could be an advantage.

Yes, the irony. No hope of changing

society; instead we pick a Malaccan

condo beside a hospital, as healthcare

is important in our old age. Imagine

that: we might die together

far from here, when our home here

shades into a dream we might finally

depart, before waking up together

inside a better dream. Our merging

bodies on the bed; peninsula

withstanding the sea.

~

Shelly Bryant – six poems

APRIL 28 2017

SHELLY BRYANT divides her year between Shanghai and Singapore, working as a poet, writer, and translator. She is the author of eight volumes of poetry (Alban Lake and Math Paper Press), a pair of travel guides for the cities of Suzhou and Shanghai (Urbanatomy), and a book on classical Chinese gardens (Hong Kong University Press). She has translated work from the Chinese for Penguin Books, Epigram Publishing, the National Library Board in Singapore, Giramondo Books, and Rinchen Books. Shelly’s poetry has appeared in journals, magazines, and websites around the world, as well as in several art exhibitions. Her translation of Sheng Keyi’s Northern Girls was long-listed for the Man Asian Literary Prize in 2012, and her translation of You Jin’s In Time, Out of Place was shortlisted for the Singapore Literature Prize in 2016.  You can visit her website at shellybryant.com.

Kowtow

forehead

awaiting still the appearance

of a qiagban to mark my piety

my thoughts turn to you

– a beginning of my devotions

 

throat

breath sucked along the passage

blocked, the words that wish to fly

on a heavenward trajectory, me to you

– the suppression of mine for yours

 

heart

point from which all else flows

thought and speech mustering

as if for a final stand

before at last dropping to our knees

 

prostration

knees, palms, breast, face

all laid out on the earth

a single string vibrating

within the chthonic chord

~

Special Administrative District

names   changing

changing       hands

Khitan        Liao          Manchu

Rehe         Jehol

Japan

a buffer zone             shredded

absorbed by a neighborly trio

no trace left

on the maps we know

today

~

Not Your Business

it’s not your business, she said

when I commented on the pair

lounging nearby in the teahouse

 

then turned to the dragonfly

just settling in the flowerbed

with her lens, six inches long

~

Bonsai

tiny trees in robust bloom

azaleas’ varicolored blaze

 

yesterday

their prismatic symphony

had yet to sound

 

a short-lived song

silenced again

two days later

 

their voices

as I spoke of the hues

echoed in the setting sun

reflected in your eyes

~

a pine stands by the plum tree

at the pond’s edge

white blooms, a celebration of the snow

releasing its hold on the earth

laid over the prickly scene

of a more constant verdure

~

Fu Xi Temple

Brought here by fortune’s turn, hearing the whisper in ancient branches, I feel no regrets.

“How old is that cypress?”

“That one? It’s young. Four, maybe five hundred years. This one over here, though, it’s 1,300 years old. Give or take.”

 

engraved dragon

encircling a phoenix –

the twist of his blade

~

Horology

sundial

measured, moments

the movements of timepieces

on high; Earth’s flow

around her sun

 

hourglass

a running stream dammed

time, pooling at the neck

insisting on its trajectory

with each falling grain

 

clock

walking on its hands

we pace ourselves

its cadence prescribing

the flow of our days

 

timeline

life’s events marked

birth graduation marriage death

life’s days passed

in the spaces in between

~

Brandon Marlon  Shanghai Ghetto

APRIL 24 2017

BRANDON MARLON is a writer from Ottawa, Canada. He received his B.A. in Drama & English from the University of Toronto and his M.A. in English from the University of Victoria. His poetry was awarded the Harry Hoyt Lacey Prize in Poetry (Fall 2015), and his writing has been published in 170+ publications in 23 countries. www.brandonmarlon.com.

Shanghai Ghetto

Destitute refugees craving a haven

discovered themselves foreigners in a foreign land

yet safe and spared, culture-shocked Semites

grateful for remoteness from genocidal Europe

even if desperate for food and housing

while old barracks with bunk beds

were hastily converted into group shelters called

home.

Addled by their alienage, they haunted

soup kitchens during prandial hours,

puzzling over characters, admiring

Huangpu River from the Bund, Cathay Hotel,

and Beaux Arts manses of a cosmopolitan

milieu disrupted on a day hateful and fateful

by invasive imperial Axis neighbors

who soon cordoned them off like cattle

into Hongkou district, a sector restricted,

reserved for the stateless.

An unlikely Judeo-Sino bond was forged there

where strangers and locals shared hardship, where

the chicken liver kreplach and the pork won ton

encountered their dumpling dopplegänger

in proximate tureens and bowls

steaming hot with comfort’s scents.

At war’s end, conquerors retreated and troubles

subsided, parting those who together

had borne woes, had endured mutual foes,

and earned the dignity due survivors.

In days to come, they would periodically

reflect on past trials and fearful years,

fondly recalling erstwhile ties ever

preserved in the amber of the moment.

~

Cyril Wong – three poems


APRIL 17 2017

Cyril Wong is the author of The Lover’s Inventory, and other works of poetry and fiction in Singapore.

Fantasia

1

Dreaming of Kyoto in Osaka
and growing old in that town
where shrines would knock
tranquility into us at every turn
and a Buddha statue is composed
from ashes of the dead.
But food would hold no flavour
for your curried tongue; ryokans
have no proper chairs and the floor
is not for sleeping. A distant mountain
we’d never climb together
reminds me of our bodies
melded peacefully on a funeral pyre.

2

Living is
dying is loving
us for now.

3

When the mind moves faster
than light and so it freezes—
our marriage plays out in multiple
scenes on a distant screen;
forming, deforming, un-
forming. Until the return to where
we are now, like a rubber band
springing back to its original shape.
What am I left with that I’m left
to continue? What keeps me going
except for the slow hand of time
and the minutiae of love?

4

My mother told her children we must
never marry anyone outside our race,
never leave the church,
never become queer. I’ve never
been more Chinese, more holy, more
conventional than when I’m with you,
my lovely Indian man.
Your Hindu sacred thread moves
against my skin like a shifting line
in sand. When my wrist gets caught
in its loop, I know we’re conjoined and
already blessed.

~

The Terrorist

Not that it made a difference: humiliation
instead of triumph, Kafkaesque equivocation
of government officials, the press, social media—
not what we had in mind. Who knew that terrorists
would need courses in corporate messaging?
Tourists clutch their purchases against their chests,
whispering ISIS or Al-Qaeda under stalled breath
before crossing the street or re-entering trains
that pick up speed once the last body is cleared,
keeping to panicked schedules and bypassing history.
Debuting at Bangkok’s Min Buri court, my sallow face
oiled by camera flashes should have disappointed
many who thought (like me) the bomber in the photo
was handsome. This kind of work ages you,
I’d tell you. Running like a mad dog from Turkey
to Laos, Cambodia, then Thailand, praying over
forged passports, bomb-wires, bracing for the blast
such travail sucks the soul’s buoyancy from within…
But I can’t be sorry, it’s too late to be sorry—
“Uyghur” or “Uighur”, which is correct? Who knows
that I misspelled “Istanbul” in my passport?
What does sending these people back to China
have to do with us? they must ask. Grey Wolf, Grey
Wolves: shoppers at Siam Paragon must believe
it refers to the latest brand of underwear or shoes—
If this is the life I chose, then this is the life
I’ve chosen, I remind myself. With no more fight
left in me, I’m dragged lackadaisically between stations
like a drugged delinquent. From the police car,
I spot the Erawan Shrine again, one of the faces
of four-faced Brahma merely abraded; as if the deity
had deigned to permit a cursory show of vulnerability
before lustre is restored; with dancers prancing
around it to welcome, with intolerable grace, the passing
of tragedy, the immutability of change, a new day.

~

Vibrato

A birdcall I mistake for warm vibrato, a soprano warming up becoming the koel I recognise but shrink from recognising, because I want not to break the surface of sound with my discrimination of that sound; acknowledging instead that surface is singular, stretching from koel to these ears then my skull, travelling along the underside of skin to inspire goosebumps, the thrill of an alto trill beginning in my own throat; an unending surface of vibration, perhaps, that merges with the vibration of cells in my body, going deeper still—but what’s deeper than the wavering surface of everything? (Nothing.)

 

~

David Perry – four poems

David Perry lives in Shanghai, where he teaches in the Writing Program at NYU Shanghai. He is the author of two books of poems, Expat Taxes (Seaweed Salad/French [Concession] Press]) and Range Finder (Adventures in Poetry), and two chapbooks, Knowledge Follows (Insurance Editions) and New Years (Braincase Books). He holds an MFA in Literary Translation from the University of Iowa. More at davidfperry.com.

The poems here are from Expat Taxes, which David will read from and discuss on April 22, 7pm at Madam Mao’s Dowry, (207 Fumin Lu/Changle Lu – details here.)

Sea Lyric

for and after Lisa Jarnot

I am a green FOTON dump truck heaped with delta soil
cut from the alluvial plain buoying up Shaanxi Nan Lu
on a Thursday evening buying Sichuan pepper peanuts
and two tall Super “Dry” Asahi silver cans. “KARAKUCHI.”
I am APAC and graying temples in Uniqlo Heattech™
raw cashews and roasted pumpkin seeds shrunk-wrapped
in celadon flex-Styrofoam beds with the smell of lice shampoo
in the makeshift bathroom of the makeshift half Deco house
made & shifted before the war and after, wafting in with flower
markets blooming round and all the people feeling capital
the traffic lights through warped French windows counting
down, a bird today, it’s possible, in a cage singing, talking,
joking with old men smoking, I am on the Metro headed
home from Shanghai’s transit well, the old railway station, I am
stuck in traffic near the mudflats by the river, I am yet
however still, tattooless, in fleece, and feeling newly brave

Previously published online and in print in The Brooklyn Rail

~

The Broken Pole

Age-old methods gull new angles, dropping air
under which we slip like ants in sand
bank lobby abstract at the back of the plane (Shanghai Air)
spit on the tarmac receding

And on the screen the waitress dishes
mash notes, the abstract’s defaced, hitchhikers
rip the car door off again and again, a maintenance man
flips sealant onto passersby and imperial power
is instantiated in orange glazed vessels
the potter’s daughter throws herself in the fire
fire burns in the engines
the engines pass us through air as we learn of the bell
the bellmaker’s daughter throws herself in the fire
the bell thereby successfully forged
father and son saved
daughter singing in the engines

~

Above the Waves

Late Cold War-era life preserver
Fresh tongue depressor, please
Black cracked leather band found digging cat’s grave
Tin tub dub reverb pebble down corrugated galvanized pipe
Generator motor oil pools in outdoor lathe shade
Bamboo scaffolding and waffled concrete walk
Imperative forms tomorrow, infinitive today
Cucumber light flat on our pants
Mistake to worry grammar
Ladder feet in hair tufts downwind from curbside barber chair

~

The Ape

It’s like this
but only for a second, rough
equivalence between said
and unsaid

She woke up with bits
of fuzz in her bangs

Now to walk is just enough
Flat screens, steam tables, particle board,
industrial glue, hexagonal pavers (rust
bone and celadon), pork belly futures
feline leukemia

The art we hope to post as notes.  Plaster
words in the mouth of the moment.

Why not jump in the ocean?  The answer

buzz fangs

2)

Everybody acts like A. fell out of the sky, walked
on water a while, fell back in, picked a wet smoke
from his shirt pocket, pulled out a dripping
Bic, flicked and lit, inhaled, exhaled a stream
of gold, violet, crimson and lemon petals
that settled on the sand under the waves, raising
new land, umber and sienna and ocher (a scene on silk).

And a character who comes and goes at will—
opens the book, closes it
and we appear, disappear

I say look, the ape is weak
virtually non-existent; it does not
exist independently of us, besides

3)

A journey of reclamation peaches
A whole note interpolated in a five-measure rest
The danger over
Always a hint of sewage
Green hatchery shirt, surplus binoculars
Burred purple and red lint
Hold hands and drop!

4)

Thicker points than thought
a whole new island of the lost
to be found without

Dangle of furs and pelts
roots uprooted and bodies
slung from guywire

5)

Night: tightrope, the peer
ball, an oily pool with green
interlinear highlighter notes scrawled

lines opening like an off
zipper with threads in its teeth

~

“Above the Waves”, “The Broken Pole”, and “The Ape” were previously published in Sal Mimeo.